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Showing posts with label In Review. Show all posts

Thursday, July 7, 2016

Yancy, Not Nancy "Pequeña Fiesta de Alabanza"

Anyone that knows my family knows that we are a multicultural home. My husband is Mexican, I'm white, and our baby girl is inevitably Chicana. With that being said, it'seems our desire that our baby girl grow up to be bilingual.  There are somethings in Spanish that can only be expressed in Spanish and some things in English that can only be expressed in English. There are no words to translate, and that is the heart of the language. It's our desire that baby girl can communicate in both her mama and papí's heart languages. Since she lives in the U.S. it'seems pretty inevitable that she'said gping to pick up English, so we'really focusing on introducing her to as much Spanish as possible in our home. That includes media (i.e. Spanish Elmo, latino music, etc.) And this is where I have to share this awesome CD I've found.
Any church parent knows the struggle of finding decent Christian kid's music. I'v taught Sunday School and Children's Church for years, and the shortage of Children's music that doesn't make you want to rip your ears off is astronomical, and that's just English children'should music. Now try to imagine my struggle to find a decent children's Spanish worship CD.
Well, I found one and, because the struggle is real, I couldn't help but share. 
Yancy Ministries was started by a woman named Yancy who saw the gap between kids worship and adult worship in her churxh. She wanted to close the gap, so she created kids music and made a CD called "Little Praise Party."
 Then guess what! She's got her friends Jaci Velasquez (all my 90's church girls know this name) and Nic Gonzalez to turn it into Spanish! (Check out the videos above)

I kid you not, I scoured the Internet for weeks to find a decent Spanish kids CD, and this is as good as it comes. It's a little too soon to say what baby girl thinks of it yet. But, let's just say, after a couple of rounds of listening to this in the car, my Spanish kid's song game is strong. Seriously, check this out. The songs are easy to learn and repetitive, which is good for your Spanish skills (if Spanish is your second language) and good for baby (because it makes it easier for them to remember and hold on to the truth in the songs). Buy it here:
 Pequeña Fiesta de Alabanza on Amazon.
Then let me know what you think.


Saturday, May 9, 2015

DIY Eyeliner and mascara

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So I have some good news and some bad news. 

Good news first: 

DIY eyeliner is the best thing I have ever done. It's so easy and left some serious definition to my eyes. 

Bad news: DIY Mascara is probably the worst idea I've ever had. 

So first I'm going to tell you all about the eyeliner and then going to talk about my mascara mishap and why I'll never try to DIY this product again. 

Eyeliner
Ingredients: 
-activated charcoal capsules
-water

Break 4-6 activated charcoal capsules into a small container (this is super makeshift, but I put the empty metal cup from an old tea light into an old altoids tin and used this as my container. We'll call it recycling). Then add drops of water and stir with toothpick until desired texture. 

Result: 





I used an eyeliner brush to apply

Mascara
Now off to the disaster. Sorry there aren't any pictures for this part, but this was seriously the messy thing I had ever done. The recipes I found said: 
1tsp coconut oil
1tsp Shea butter
11/2 tsp bees wax
4 tsp aloe Vera gel
1-2 capsules activated charcoal. 

Melt the first 4 ingredients either on the stove or in a microwave safe bowl for 1-2 minutes in the microwave. Stir in the activated charcoal. Transfer to a cleaned and sterilized mascara container. (May put into a plastic bag and squeeze into container). 

First thing that made this a struggle: have you ever tried to clean out a mascara container? This seriously took an hour. I moved all the dishes out of the sink and then spent an hour trying to scrub out the mascara residue from my old container. Note my previous mascar was done for. I could 't get a drop out of it. But it still had dried out or mascara stuck to the sides that was impossible to get. So after and hour of scrubbing, soaping, slushing, it came clean and I sterilized it in my dishwasher. 

Then I used the microwave version, because remember, a part of this is the recipe needs to be quick and simple. I'm a busy girl and I don't have eight hours a week to make a tube of mascara. So I melted the first 4 ingredients together and the stir in the charcoal with a toothpick. Then I poured it into the mascara container. But guess what! As soon as I put it into the container, it turned solid again. Then it clumped around the brush! I thought it just must have been a fluke. It would probably work. So I finished cleaning up, which was all sort of another adventure. Because the main ingredients were wax and oil, it stuck to my dish and because it was black with charcoal it was stuck and black. This took another hour. I had to use vinegar, baking soda, coffee grounds, my Norwex spiri sponge ( which is now ruined). Then I put it in the dishwasher. So now between all those things it is mostly clean. So then I had to wash my hands. I looked and felt like a grease monkey and it took forever to get the stuff out of my fingernails. I had to shower to get clean again. 
Finally I was able to apply it and it was so chinky it wouldn't even go on my eye. I even tried adding some saline solution to break it up. Nope! Worst adventure ever. 

I know when I'm defeated, so I ran to The Wedge and bought a tube of 
Zulu Mascara. It's mineral based, natural, organic, and not tested on animals. It was recommended by the staff over other brands. And it was only $14. So far I love it! i will need go back and will definitely not try makin mascara again. Even if I found another recipe, the clean up was too messy to make it worth it. Guess I'll be leaving this one to the professionals. 

Monday, May 4, 2015

Coconutty Muffins (Gluten Free)

 
 
 
 
 
It's time for another recipe. I have a wonderful friend (actually several wonderful friends) with a gluten recipe, and as I have posted my Super Simple Banana Bread, which is one of my favorite recipes I have created, I decided why not attempt a gluten free Banana Bread. I used the  Gutsy Coconut Flour Banana Bread recipe that I had pinned on Pinterest as a reference. Coconut flour sucks up moisture, so I needed to use a special recipe. The banana bread was a little dry, and was so coconutty that I couldn't rationalize calling it Banana Bread, so I tweaked it and made them into muffins. Hope you enjoy them as much as my friends.

Coconutty Muffins

  • 1 cup coconut flour
  • 3-4 Large bananas (very ripe and smashed)
  • 4 Large pasture-raised eggs
  • 1/3 cup coconut oil (melted)
  • 1/4 cup + 1 tablespoon raw, local honey
  • 1 teaspoon cinnamon
  • 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
  • 1 tablespoon vanilla extract
  • 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Put cupcake liners in muffin tin, or grease muffin tin.
    2. Mix bananas, eggs, oil, honey, cinnamon, and vanilla
    3.  Add Baking Soda
    4.  Add Coconut flour. Mix until all is moist.
    5. Spoon into 8-10 muffin cups.
    6. Bake for 30-40 minutes.
    7. When done, take out and immediately place in plastic ziplock bag (allowing them to cool in the ziplock bag helped absorb all the moisture and make them moist, not dry.
    8. Enjoy with a latte.

    Friday, May 1, 2015

    Norwex Basic Package

    As I've blogged before, I've started selling Norwex (and if you participate in the May Day Challenge you will be entered to win $15 in Norwex Product to keep you growing green). I had to do my house chores today, so I figured what an awesome opportunity to try out some Norwex. One of my jobs was to clean the mirror. So since I didn't feel the mirror was dirty enough for this demonstration I did a good job of smearing it up. I rubbed toothpaste on the mirror (something you would find on a bathroom mirror) and wrote Norwex in it. Here is a picture of the before: 


    Then I got to work. I used the basic package for this job.



    First I wiped down the mirror with the enviro cloth (the blue one) and water. The. I used the window cloth (the purple cloth)  to dry and shine.

    Results? 






    Crystal clear! And I even used the two rags to clean my bathtub, sinks, shower, and 2 more mirrors afterwards. Simply use, rinse, and dry. Then I put it in the wash to use next week! Remember, you can win this. Or it is free when you sign up to become a Norwex Consultant :) 

    Wednesday, April 29, 2015

    Recycled Toothbrush

    Today the dental adventures continue. I'm not so brave as to make a new DIY toothpaste. However, I did get a new toothbrush. They were on sale 2 for $4 at The Wedge and they're made completely out of recycled yogurt cups.

    Preserve Toothbrushes:
    When I first brought this up to my boyfriend, he was a little hesitant, saying "a recycled toothbrush?" Raised his eyebrows. However, I assured him they're just made out of products that used to be something else, and that way they save the earth. I'm a huge fan of that. Now, in review, the handle was stiffer than what I am used to. I'm used to a handle with a bendable end. This one is simply curved, so it still gets all the hard to reach places, just in a different way. Also, I'm used to seeing special stuff on my toothbrush, like "tongue brusher" and "plaque buster." None of that here. I have to rely on the bristles to brush my tongue and the cirular motion to get all the plaque off, (which is usually needed with or without special features. Have to say, I think it was my money's worth. Now I just with they had a replaceable head instead of having to replace the whole toothbrush, making it more Eco-friendly. 

    Monday, April 27, 2015

    Klean Kanteen

    Anyone that has spent anytime with me this winter probably knows my struggle with the coffee cup. I have been through, not 1. Not 2. Not 4. 5!

    I've been through 5 travel mugs!

    For those of you that have heard the struggle and are  sick of hearing my drama, skip down a paragraph. For those of you that have no idea what I am talking about, stay tuned.

    I bought myself a Starbucks DIY photo mug in November. I put photos in it from my trip to China. Then, when Christmas time hit, I put some Christmas themed card stock in the container (trying to be festive and all. Well the cardstock got water-logged in the DIY part and while I was trying to in clog it it broke.
    Round 2. After Christmas I went to Starbucks again, because Starbucks has amazing Post-Christmas Clearance and I purchase a cute ceramic tumbler. Not only that, but after I bought the tumbler, I had enough stars on my gold card to get a free drink. So I take my brand new tumbler in with me to Starbucks the next day (I always treat myself to Starbucks on weekends I work). I get my tumbler filled with a Flat White (favorite drink ever!) Then I head to work. I get to work. My hands are full so I set down my tumbler to open the door to the office. Crash! As I open the office door, my tumbler falls to the ground, not even a sip taken. Sad Saturday!
    Round 3. I steal my Dad's travel mug for a week. (All my baristas thought it was so great I was using my Dad's mug)
    Round 4. Stealing's wrong, so my boyfriend bought me a nice plastic, double wall thermos from Marshall's. So this one lasted about 2 weeks, then it mysteriously fell from my counter and shattered.
    Round 5. I give up, go to Target and get a $3 mug from the Bargain section until I figure out a better solution. Of course the outside wall broke apart from the inside wall and it spills on me everytime I sip from it. 

    I love the idea of travel mugs. They're better for the environment by cutting down on paper waste, I can take it with me. However, I have he luck where mine breaks, falls apart, or just doesn't keep my coffee warm while I'm driving from point A to point B.

    I was about to despair of all hope. Then I spied my roomie's new travel mug on the counter. Siver rim on the bottom. Color black. A kid with a ring on top to carry. Kleen Kanteen on the side.

    So I was nosy. And after doing some research, I learned that Kleen Kanteen is an outdoor gear brand. It's mad with stainless steal and claims to keep your hot stuff hot for up to 6hours! Wow!
    I mean everything else has failed, so it's worth a go. Plus they are huge advocates for reduce, reuse, recycle. (They had a brochure for a 30 day challenge in my Kanteen, but more on that later).

    So I bought one. Beautiful Mint green color and so far I've had it for 3 days. And it's the best! I dropped it a few times on accident and it hasn't busted. I put coffee in it at 6:30 a.m. And at noon it is steal steaming, meaning I don't have to chug my morning juice. Also, it rinses out so slick. Unlike plastic thermoses that absorb the taste of coffee, the stainless steal rinses out without any taste and I can put water in it that will taste like water, not coffee basket residue.

    So far, Klean Kanteen=success.
    Stay tuned for more on the Kleen Kanteen Challenge!

    Friday, April 10, 2015

    Adventures in Green Living: DIY Toothpaste vs. Store Bought

    About a month ago I started selling this product line called NORWEX. (I should really post a blog about Norwex, but that will be for another day). In short, Norwex is a line of green (eco-friendly) cleaning products that use the science of microfiber laced with silver ions to clean and anti-bac your home (like I said, i need a whole post about this).

    All that to say, the more research I did on Norwex, chemicals in mainstream products, and what that does to your body. The more I realized, wow wouldn't be cool if I could actually go away from all mainstream products and make my own products! So here I am going, as I am running out of my everyday products, going to venture out in old-wives-tales and home-remedies to make my own products. Here goes week 1.

    I ran out of toothpaste, and so went to the Internet to research (because clearly the Internet is the most reliable source.) And i found plenty of information and recipes. Here's just a few of the articles I found:
    Wellness Mama
    DIY Natural
    Weed Em and Reep
     However, this seemed to be the post popular, and most copy-catted diy recipe that I found:

    This recipe called for:
    4 Tbs coconut oil
    4 Tbs bentonite clay
    2-3 Tbs filtered water
    1/2 tsp real sea salt
    10-15 drops essential oil of choice (I used spearmint)
    and a pinch of stevia if desired. 

    I followed this recipe, plus added 1/2 tsp of baking soda, because the weed em and reep recipe was similar plus had baking soda. Plus I know that it is a natural whitener, because when I first started drinking coffee in college I received horrible stains on my teeth. Adding baking soda cleared those up fast./

    Most of the websites shared information about what each ingredient does and why it is beneficial for the mouth. Again, a whole Internet of bloggers can't be wrong. 
    So in the afternoon I whipped my recipe up and I tried it. 

    The first thing I noticed is that this is not like store-bought toothpaste. I had to chunk it onto my toothbrush. Plus, it had a weird oily texture due to the coconut oil. But hey, coconut oil is good for you, right. The Internet said that it helps whiten and restore. So I brushed. 

    In fact I've been brushing for a week. However, on day 3 I started to notice my mouth was a little sore. I thought, not big deal, maybe it's just my mouth adjusting. I kept brushing. 

    By day 5 I had the worst sores in my mouth I had ever seen. I would post a picture, but no kidding, if you google "Cancer of the mouth" or "mouth ulcers" you'll get a pretty good look at what was going on. NOT pretty. I also noticed my teeth turning yellow. What!? What happened to the baking soda. At this point I decided to add a mouth rinse. Hydrogen peroxide is a good mouth rinse, and there's even instructions on how to use it on the back of the bottle. I mixed up a concoction that was put on the back of the bottle. Dilluted in water, plus I added stevia and 25 drops essential oils, peppermint. This seemed to work wonders. I got the freshness I had been missing from my store-bought toothpaste. Plus by day 6 my teeth were white. 

    However, on day 6, and now on day 7 I have noticed my mouth ulcers are getting worse. I think it's time to ditch the toothpaste. 

    Doing even more internet research, I've noticed there is a lot of controversy on whether brushing with baking soda is actually good for your teeth. If you do it right (like in a store bought paste, or with a store bought paste on occassion) it will work great. However, dangers can be abrasiveness to gums and enamel. Still trying to figure out the mouth ulcer issue, because baking soda is supposed to clear those up. 

    In the meantime, going back to my regular store-bought toothpaste, and going to use my rinse to try to heal up my mouth wounds. Hopefully will have more success in round 2 of Adventures in Green Living!

    Wednesday, November 20, 2013

    Ecclesiastes 1

    All Is Vanity

    The words of the Preacher,[a] the son of David, king in Jerusalem.
    Vanity[b] of vanities, says the Preacher,
        vanity of vanities! All is vanity.
    What does man gain by all the toil
        at which he toils under the sun?
    A generation goes, and a generation comes,
        but the earth remains for ever.
    The sun rises, and the sun goes down,
        and hastens[c] to the place where it rises.
    The wind blows to the south
        and goes round to the north;
    round and round goes the wind,
        and on its circuits the wind returns.
    All streams run to the sea,
        but the sea is not full;
    to the place where the streams flow,
        there they flow again.
    All things are full of weariness;
        a man cannot utter it;
    the eye is not satisfied with seeing,
        nor the ear filled with hearing.
    What has been is what will be,
        and what has been done is what will be done,
        and there is nothing new under the sun.
    10 Is there a thing of which it is said,
        “See, this is new”?
    It has been already
        in the ages before us.
    11 There is no remembrance of former things,[d]
        nor will there be any remembrance
    of later things[e] yet to be
        among those who come after.

    The Vanity of Wisdom

    12 the Preacher have been king over Israel in Jerusalem. 13 And I applied my heart[f] to seek and to search out by wisdom all that is done under heaven. It is an unhappy business that God has given to the children of man to be busy with. 14 I have seen everything that is done under the sun, and behold, all is vanity and a striving after wind.[g]
    15 What is crooked cannot be made straight,
        and what is lacking cannot be counted.
    16 I said in my heart, “I have acquired great wisdom, surpassing all who were over Jerusalem before me, and my heart has had great experience of wisdom and knowledge.” 17 And I applied my heart to know wisdom and to know madness and folly. I perceived that this also is but a striving after wind.
    18 For in much wisdom is much vexation,
        and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

    Tuesday, October 22, 2013

    Save the Soup!: Day 2: Oatmeal Flax Sweet Potato Pecan Bread

    Yum yum! This bread was fantastic! Probably one of the best breads I have ever made. Just replaced the milk in my oatmeal flax bread recipe and voila!


    Best Ever Oatmeal Flax Sweet Potato Pecan Harvest Bread (AKA Mouthfull Bread)

    1 1/2 cups whole wheat flour
    1 cup all-purpose flour
    2/3 cup packed dark brown sugar
    1/2 cup old-fashioned oats
    1/3 cup ground flax seed
    1 teaspoon baking soda
    1 2/3 cup boxed sweet potato soup
    1/4 cup chopped pecans
    1 Tablespoon old-fashioned oats

    1) Heat oven to 350 degrees. Spray 8x4 loaf pan with cooking spray
    2) in large bowl mix flours, brown sugar, 1/2 cup oats, flaxseed, and baking soda. Stir in soup and pecans just until mixed. Pour batter into pan and sprinkle with 1 Tablespoon oats.
    3) Bake 45-55 minutes or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool in pan on cooling rack 5 minutes. Remove from pan to colling rack. Cool completely, about 2 hours. 

    Monday, October 21, 2013

    Save the Soup!

    So I live off a community food shelf. Welcome to the poverty of the post grad. Eating food from the reject section of the store. Actually, I'm making this sound worst than it is. Generally, our food is really good. All organic apples, gluten free flour, fresh blueberries in October. Last week we even go sweet potato soup,  boxes upon boxes of it. Sounds good in theory, but reality would beg to differ. probs some of the worst soup i've ever had. That also means i'm up for a challenge of trying to find as many ways as possible to redeem the orange mess. 
    After a couple flopped attempts at mix-ins, i decided to veer away from soup all together and went for curry! voila! taste supremo! And here's the recipe for all my friends in conveinienced by the boxes. Stay tuned tomorrow. I also made bread, but I'm gonna wait to post that specialty. 

    Sweet Potato Veg Curry

    1 Cup Sweet Potato Soup
    1 Can Vegetable Soup (Or 1 Cup minestrone soup left over from community meal
    Dash thyme
    1/2 tbs curry seasoning
    Dash red pepper flakes
    1 tsp flour or cornstarch
    Brown rice (optional) (Also left overs from when we had the Duran Clan over for soup leftover from the community meal :)

    In a Fry Pan combine sweet potato soup and drained vegetable soup. Add spices. Bring to a boil, add flour to thicken and simmer until thickened. Enjoy served over rice. Yum Yum :)
    Makes about 2-4 servings.

    Saturday, August 17, 2013

    Fruit vs. Success

    Daily Dose of Inspiration from Pastor Dan Thompson's Blog! Absolutely love the quote featured here, and goes along with this season of being rooted. True fruit is not success, but being rooted deeply and fruit will be born in that.

    Thursday, August 15, 2013

    The God of Our Minds

    Still on this Tozer kick. He brought up the box mentality I talked about yesterday. So often we are worshiping this idea of who we think God is instead of God as he actually is. However, our thoughts of God are what form the foundation to every piece of our faith. It is the base of who we are. No man is greater than our concept of God. Parallel, to religion has ever exceeded its concept of God. We are what we worship. This is a point that was brought up in my Psalms class. We become what we worship. that is why it says in Jeremiah 5:21 that Israel became a people with eyes that could not see, ears, but could not hear, and mouths that did not speak. They became the idols that they worshiped.
    So often in the church today, we look at other cultures and judge for the statues they worship. We even point at our own culture and exclaim how we have fallen into the hands of consumerism where we worship at banks and shopping malls. Or sex with porn sites, strip clubs, and the red light district. However, when did we look at our God and ask, what box have I put you in? What are the misconceptions we have used to harness our Creator? We can not be above the one who made us, but if we do not expand our minds our concept will never be open. We become what we worship and no longer are we made in the image of God, but we make god in the image of us. We create a graven image in our mind which diverts to our hearts and is show in our fruit. Where are our roots? Where are our hearts? What are we worshiping.

    Abba,
    show me who you really are. not  as Iview you or think of you, but as you. Weed out the incorrect perceptions that keep me from grasping the totality of who you are. Allow me to know you. Open my mind to your word and give me understanding of what you are saying, not what my life brings to the text, but what the text brings to my life. Don't  allow me to slip into the trap of forgetting who you are. Give me grace to remember the testimony that you hasve given me, bringing me from death into life, darkness to light, from Egypt to the promiseland.  Allow me to know you for who you are. Break my box.
    Amen

    Wednesday, August 14, 2013

    The Season of the Tree

    Trees. Tall. Proud. Strong.
    Standing firm in the wind, letting their leaves rustle in the breeze.
    Trees.
    If I were to draw a self portrait, I think this is what I would draw. A great big apple tree, standing in an orchard. Branches stretched high, roots expanded low, fruit in abundance to share with the world.
    I think this is the way the Lord would describe me too.
    He seems to speak to me through trees. Any new place I go, where there is a theme in tow, inevitably I will be drawn to a tree. This is to the point that what I have affectionately named "the prophetic tree branch" was found in my new apartment. (A tree branch was left hanging in my room by the previous owner, who also had a tree theme).
    So this is the season I am in: The season of the Tree. The Lord has been speaking to me about branches, about roots, about fruit, and it's amazing how many times he uses this parable in the new testament. A tree, bearing fruit in its season. Is your fruit good or bad. But he's slowly drawing me to the realization that it's not about the fruit at all. It's about the roots. Want good fruit? Get good roots and good roots come from where their planted.
    Soil dictates everything about the roots of the tree. They're the veins of the plant, carrying up life. That's why in Psalm 1 it says "Blessed is the man like a tree planted by streams of living water." He is in good soil. Rich soil, soil connected to the water, the life blood. The parable of the good soil rings loud and clear. Seeds being planted.
    But for me, as I am the tree, what appeals is the idea of roots. Where are my roots? I was reading in Matthew 3, where John the Baptist begins his ministry. The Pharisees approach him and he scolds, "You brood of vipers. You want good fruit, but how do you expect that to happen when you are rooted in evil?"(Paraphrase mine).
     It's about the roots. It's about the heart. Now get this. What puzzles me is that the Pharisees were teachers. They spent their lives studying the law. So wouldn't they be rooted. Doesn't rooting come from studying the word? Doesn't good fruit come from knowing what is good and doing it?
    And this is the vital trap. It is the point where we begin to worship the good instead of the one who is good. I was in a conversation with a friend one time and he explained idolatry as this: "So often we put God in a box. God is unfathomable, but we get this idea of him and we try to compartmentalize him. Then, once we get our picture structured just as we think it should be, we begin worshiping our god in a box, and no longer are we worshiping God, but we are worshiping this box in which we have captured our idea of God."
    This was the fall of the Pharisees. They had studied. They had formed this idea of God, and began to worship him, instead of worshiping the God of the universe as he is. They worshiped Him with their works from the law, trying to achieve righteousness, neglecting the truth that true righteousness is only found in repentance. They put God in a box, and anyone that has any encounter with God has glimpsed the truth that God is uncontainable.
    A.W. Tozer said "It is impossible to keep our moral practices sound and our inward attitudes right, while our idea of God is erroneous or inadequate. If we would bring back spiritual power to our lives, we must begin to think of God more nearly as He is."
    I ran across this quote today as I have started reading THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE HOLY by Tozer. A friend suggested it to me as I said, "I'm needing to be stretched. I need something to aid me on this journey of seeing God as He really is, as I can on earth."
    It's about the roots, and my desire is to be rooted in Christ. So here I go. Ready to have my mind blown open to God in a way I have never known or imagined could be known.

    Abba, reveal to me who you are. I'm not satisfied to create an idol of works or some depiction of you I have created in my head. I'm not satisfied when you tore the veil that I may know you as you truly are and be known. Abba, if righteousness is found in repentance, I'm repenting my tendency to seek salvation in my works, when only dependency on your Lamb that brings relationship with you can birth righteousness. I'm ready to have my mind blown.
    Amen.

    Monday, July 29, 2013

    Article Review: It's Too Bad I'm Fat

    I'm subscribed to an online magazine called Prodigal and this is why I love it. It posts wonderful articles like the following. Today my blog is dedicated to all my sisters in progress.
    Check out this article on prodigalmagazine.com

    it's too bad i'm fat
     

    Thursday, July 18, 2013

    God is Omnipotent

    While in India the woman, Joyce Meyers, kept on being talked about by the ladies on my team. Reference after reference was made to words of wisdom gleaned from this powerhouse woman. Now, this is not the first time I have been with a group of people slightly obsessed with Joyce Meyers. No, indeed, I have had several people that have loved the teachings of this woman, and have encouraged me to join the following. I, with a streak of carnal rebellion, have been resisting the movement. However, when I hear so much good about the woman for about a month and a half. Then I return to the states where I hear even more, curiosity must be peaked.  So, I have jumped on the Joyce Meyer band wagon, and have started reading Battlefield of the Mind. Wow! That is pretty much the best way to summarize this book. Everyday, it has so perfectly targeted my life, that it can't be anything but the Lord directing me to this book.

    Today I was reading Chapter 10 on having a confused mind, and it really seemed to fit in with this journey the Lord has been leading me on of simply knowing Him. That is the source of everything we do.When we know God, we begin to understand everything in life from a new perspective, and perspective has the power to change our life. When we are living and surrendering in the battle, our minds begin to wander and we become confused. Our thoughts may dwell on the past, either wishing we were still there, or worrying about what has happened. That our our minds dwell on the future, wondering what will happen, which leads to worrying about what will happen.

    Wisdom from Joyce "We must be satisfied in knowing the One who knows even when we do not know."

    The fact is that we will never know! We don't really know everything about our past. We will never know the impact it has had. In the same way, we will never know our future. Only the Lord knows what is ahead. For me this is a constant battle. I worry. I worry about what I have done. I worry about what I am doing. I worry about the future. I need control. I need the details. At least that's what I think I need. However, only "one thing is needed" (Luke 10:38-42). That is to sit, be still, and know my God. He has had the details all worked out from the beginning. He is simply calling me to day by day get to know him and to trust him. 

    Wednesday, May 15, 2013

    Seven Mile Stretch


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    Today I went on an adventure. Backpack in tow, boyfriend by my side, and camera ready, we went on a final stroll downtown before departing. We've been talking about taking this jaunt for a while. The right opportunity just had never arose...until today. Today, we threw all cares to the wind, threw our tennis shoes on, and hiked from one end of the city to the next. Kopplin's in St. Paul to Whole Food's Market out by Lake Calhoun. One final adventure and here are some of the highlights in pictures to inspire you to get out and discover your own neighborhood.

    Right before we crossed the river into Minneapolis, we ran across a book drive of wealthier country clubbers sending books to Africa. Development or Dependency? 

    Handsome man with the city scape

    Hey Guys, this is where I live!

    Forage Modern Workshop: Friend of the family owns this shop. Check it out if you're ever in the cities!

    Tamale's at the Global Market!

    I got the vegetarian. Tyler got a spicy chicken (of course), as well as a regular chicken and a pork (both with hot sauce) 

    Lake Calhoun!
    2 Days!

    Friday, April 26, 2013

    Kopplin's

    ABC Picnic
    A beautifully crafted date eating fresh grapes. 
    Hope increasing just knowing love makes new old places. 
    Quietly restoring scarred terrain. 
    Unconscious wonders eXhilarating youthful zeal. 

    Wednesday, March 13, 2013

    Men are like Waffles

    Oh the things I find at work. Today I found a note on a lined piece of notebook paper. I still am trying to figure out why someone took the time to copy all of this down.

    An excerpt from the book Men are like waffles, Women are like Spaghetti by Bill and Pam Farrel
    "How to Impress a Woman: Compliment her, Cuddle her, Kiss her, Caress her, LOVE her,stroke her, tease her, hold her,spend money on her, dine  her, buy things for her, listen to her, care for her, stand by her, Support her, go to the ends of the earth for her.
    How to Impress a Man: Show up NAKED." (p.95)

    As you can imagine, this quote ignited quite the conversation on the battle of the sexes for my coworkers and I. We basically felt that this lead to a nugget of wisdom that we have been hearing for a while: "Men give love to get sex, girls give sex to get love." We see this all the time in the relationships around us. Friends with benefits, girls with a guy who can provide, the girl who all the guys in the office have slept with. It's a common trend. Can we help it, if this is really how we're wired.
    This brings me back to an even deeper engrained idea, the idea of pursuit. If this is true, that a guy pursues a girl to get sex, but a girl gives sex to be pursued, would it not make sense to allow a man to initiate? If a man is already getting what he wants why would he pursue. Like my mom says, "Why buy the cow when the milk is free?" Interesting concept on guys and girls in relationship. Would love to hear some thoughts.

    Tuesday, January 15, 2013

    Joy of January Day 4: Ten Little Indians by Sherman Alexie

    Reading is one of those simple pleasures I enjoy. I love the feel of crisp paper ruffling under my finger tips as I turn the page. The smell of creativity, opinion, and vocabulary all intertwined in the form of the written word  just captivates me in a way few things can. I especially enjoy a piece that makes me think; that makes me question the very darkest crevices of my mind that I otherwise would leave unattended. There is a way that a well written piece of literate can transcend all conceptions of truth and shed light onto a deeper meaning.
    Thus is the effect of Ten Little Indians bySherman AlexieTen Little Indians illustrates the dignity and value of simply being human, and calls for a reexamination of justice in society.

    Ten Little Indians is a compilation of ten short stories about Spokane Native Americans living in the Seattle area. Alexie, himself a member of the Spokane tribe, brings into focus the issues faced by modern day Native Americans. Alexie's simple, yet well-developed characters are the average person. They strip away the dignity found in mysticism most White people attribute to Native Americans, and restore a truer dignity found in the essence of being human. His characters do not live extraordinary lives. Indeed, they seem to be the Average Joe, Dick, and Harry, struggling with issues that modern day Native Americans face such as racism, mystical attribution, and White power. However, he also emphasizes the redemptive work in small acts of kindness, such as hearing someone's story, unconditional acceptance, and genuine compassion.

    In my devotions today I read Micah 6:8, "The Lord has shown you what is good: act justly, love mercy, and walk humbly with your God." I feel  Alexie has captured the essence of this passage in his book Ten Little Indians.

    Acting justly has less to do with the court system then it does with how we treat people in everyday living. A mentor once described to me that "the only way to have a truly just difference is if everyone walked around we a blindfold. We would never see each other's differences, and therefore everyone would be treated the same." To truly live in justice, we must stop seeing people in the light of who we think they are, do to differences and generalities, and accept one another for who we really are. Alexie displays this by uncovering the mysticism White people generally associate with Native American people, and how damaging this can be to the intrinsic worth of a person. Instead of being viewed as a friend, the Native American becomes a guru, or source of spiritual guidance.


    By definition, mercy is a lenient compassion. These acts of love and mercy are displayed by Alexie in a gift to a homeless Native American, sharing a meal and hearing the story of a stranger, giving love to an adulterous wife. These are all acts of mercy, which we can learn from. How hard is it to sit and actually listen to someone? So often in social situations we are so busy checking Facebook from our phone that we miss the really meat of life that is sitting right before us. We waste the opportunity to dive into real life with another human being. When we see a man on the street corner we assume the worst. We refuse to spare a dollar, afraid he will waste it. What happened to the belief in human goodness? Early in chapel this year, Jake Smith made the statement, "When we focus on our rights that leads to rebellion. When we focus on our responsibility it leads to relationship." If we focused on our responsibility to a relationship, rather than how the other person has fallen short, hurt us, and abuse our rights in the relationship, could it be possible there may be less separation and divorce rates in America. Maybe a lifelong friend wouldn't be so hard to find after all.

    Finally, to walk humbly with God. In the Native American context, this would mean as much as White people to admit we were and still are wrong. We have committed a devastating crime against the Native American people. We walked into their grandmother's house, raped their sisters and daughters, locked them in the closet, and now feed them scraps from underneath the door. Is this what we call justice? Is this what we call mercy? What about an apology? I think that's the least that could be offered. Meanwhile we teach our children that Christopher Colombus was the first people to discover America. Hello!? As if NATIVE doesn't spell out that someone found before him. In American history classes we teach on that Native Americans took captive White people, scalping them, and eating their babies. Could someone please tell the truth about how the white people desecrated their sacred grounds, marched them miles upon miles from their homeland, and locked them in concentration camps. Minnesota has one of the worst cases I've ever seen. Fort Snelling, presently known to be a historic military base for the United States Army lies between Downtown Minneapolis and the Mall of America. This base is known to be a prominent piece of Civil War history. What they don't tell you about the fort is one of the worst genocides in U.S. history took place on this land. Want to know why they called it Fort Snelling.  During the great herding of Native Americans from their homeland, to an area away from "White Man's Territory" they locked a whole tribe away in this fort. During that winter, many Native Americans died. As you may or may not know, the burial of a deceased love one is a sacred ceremony in the Native American culture. However, due to the ground being frozen, they were unable to preform these ceremonies. They were forced to pile the bodies up where they froze for the rest of the winter. When Spring came, the bodies began to reek of death. Hence, the soldiers began to call it Fort Smelling, which eventually evolved into Fort Snelling. No propper burial was ever provided. Today we have birthday parties upon that ground. Birthday's on a mass grave.
    WOULD IT BE TOO MUCH TO ASK TO TAKE THE FORT DOWN?
    At least put up a Memorial. However, I guess if that's too much to ask them a simple I'm sorry may suffice for now. What if we really did take the time to say I'm sorry. What if we really did humble ourselves and admit that we have been wrong? Not only for the Native Americans, but for those around us who we wrong daily in our average, ordinary lives. Maybe that's too much to ask. 

    Sherman Alexie's Ten Little Indians is a fantastic advocacy tool for the cause of Native American and interpersonal justice. Ten Little Indians renders a picture of the beauty in mere humanity, and provokes a restructuring of justice in our day-to-day lives.